the way i'm thingking

hahaha .
finally i play , chat , laugh , and share together agaian after day by day passed without this person .
i realize that this person haven't change .
the same person i know before i leave her .
everday i check her account ,
and i do find something that in my mind 'she dont need me anymore'
'she has friends already to talk to'
'is she still need me?'
'am i too sensitive?'
'am i too care about her'
i always afraid if there's something happen to her because she is always have a hard day to face .
i won't leave her because if i leave her it means i am just the same person as the others ho leave her .
i want to see her changes .
i want her to be strong .
and when i leave her .
i see .
that .
she can survive without me .
is this the end ?
is this the way to end all of the things .
or am i too over to take care of her ?
am i too care to her ?
am i too strict ?
am i too ..
i dont know anymore .
but today i'm with her again .
and still .
i dont know what to do .