keep it for myself

these feelings i keep it for my self
let others know nothing
well maybe they know the stories but they don't have to know more
it's so hard to tell it because i also don't know how to say it
after a year and 6 months, i feel this kind of feelings again .
this kind of feelings are special to me because i often feel it
the pain and the happiness
the sweet and the bitter taste
even i know that i'm not the one
even i know that he still in his past memories
even i know it's impossible
i enjoy it
i enjoy to waiting for nothing just because of you .
it's weird i know
Logic doesn't work in this case
either mathematic calculation
it's just about 'feelings'

the other side

i just want to make sure that i was wrong
i never see you from the other side
i just see u from one side
now i even dont know where to start

how to begin everything

how to be a positive thinker

how to apologize

how to be good friend

how to help u when u need something

how to make sure that i will change

how to ask u to go hang out

how to understand u

how to start over

how to be at ur side

how to learn to see from the other side

i just want to back to my daily life .
i want to feel happy again
i just want to apologize
maybe someday will meet again
until that day
i will try to see from the other side :)

ohh YEAH !!

"I am sixteen goin on seventeen .."

hahahaa
lagu nya Sound of the Music yang itu lagi demen banget g denger .
alesan nya simple .
gara gara uda mau ulang tahun . :DD

bentar lagi g mau tujuh belas tahun ..
*sigh*
feelin great or feelin older ?
awkawkawk
no party for my birthday .
because i dont really like 'party'
i even dont know why .
maybe it just dont suite for me .
just hang out with my friend and treat them .
just simple like that already make me happy :)
will see later ..
hehehee

ALOHAA

it's been a long time since my last blog .
hahaha
so my day just start asa usual .
so there are nothing special . :)

Soo .
last time i play my game .
i met this girl again .
and there is a conflict between me and her .
i think this is not the first time that i have a conflict with her .
hmmm ..
i guess because we're so different in the way opf thingking .

but heyy .
someone teach me to not hate each other .
so i try to not hate her .
while my friend said that i still look close to her .
but deep inside my heart i feel so terrible .
but i keep try and try .
until finally
i make my decision to not hate her .
it just waste my time .
i'll ignore everything .
and keep trying to think positive .
beside .
she's my friend .
hahahaa

well ..
i keep try to write this blog .
*Uif i can and i want to* (haha)

Tugas mengalir

aaarrrghhh !!
tugas mengalir terus tiap harii ..
kalo ga ulangan , tugas datang lagi .
huuaaaahhh ..
inilah yang namanya jadi murid
hahaha
apa daya .
emang uda tuntutan
kalo ga mau iah ga usa sekolah .
jadi iah harus terima aja
mengalirnya tugas tugas dan ulangan udah kayak makanan tiap hari di sekolah
uda biaasaaa :DD