script writter :D

heyy heyy
it is so much fun .
our class were divided into 2 groups .
each of them consist of 9 people .
we're gonna play drama on 22th febraury .
and im so happy that my friends trusted me to write the script :D
@@ ~
the story has just begin !!
they give me the idea and i'm going to write it as a script
so
they can practice very well
i have to finish it as soon as possible .
hahaha

the story is about a girl who having a relationship with a great gitarist and drummer at those school.
the school was called by Manhattan International High School .
But one day , the boy had an accident that make him couldnt play gitar and drum anymore .
So the girl leaved the boy .
their relationship was end .
this girl had a great father .
her father was a top mafia from Italy .
Until one day ,
this girl had a new boyfriend who can play gitar and drum also .
this new boyfriend called edo .
edo was a son of a great mafia who already died .
his father killed by Mr.J .
Mr.J was this Girl father .
so edo wanted to revenge .
he made this girl family suffers .
edo used this girl so Mr.J would listen all the things that edo said .
meanwhile at school
this girl had no friends anymore since a little accident .
the boy who used to become her boyfriend came closer to the dirl .
he opened her eye so she will understand everything .
this boy will help her family agaian .
until edo gone to italy ,
Mr.J family was save .
but they have to start from the beginning to became rich again .
after that this girl and boy were haven a relationship again .
repair all the broken things .

the end .. :)

those projects ..

heyy heyy .
take it easy man .
one by one , okeyy .
we havent finished one and the others come .
how should i finish all of them in one time ?
i feel i want to throw up when i see those projects .
no inspiration .
no idea .

ARGGGHH ~!

what a happy day ..
what a lovely day ..
what a horrible day ..
what a NIGHTMARE ..

great ..
i've already got a bad scores in some subjects .
if i make the same things over and over .
then ,
i am a totally idiotic person .
but how can i do all that stuffs ?
if i have to take the piositive sides ,
maybe it will help me when i'm in university .
the negative sides ?
oohh.
there are a lot ..
hahahaa

I can't take it anymoree ~~
HELP ME ~~

enjoy the show :)

so this is my first time come late to school in this new year .
rain was pour down .
traffic jam was a common thing happen in the morning esp. when it is raining .
me and my sister were in the car and sang a song .
we're still on the road at 7.30 .
this was the great thing ever happened in my life !
hahahahahahaa
i knew that i lied to myself .
i told my sister that this experience was great .
when will i came late again to school .
but ..
in the deepest of my heart ,
my heartbeating very fast .
i was afraid .
how could this thing happen .
how come i arrived at school at 8 o'clock .
but still ,
i could smile when i had arrive .
awesome is one word that can describe my feeling .
one hour late .
i had miss one session subject which is for 45minutes plus 15minutes for morning devotion .
i tought , "what a great day dude" :D
i felt so greatfull .
coz i still can catched up the materials that i've missed .

rain oh rain .
you wash away the dirt on the road ,
but the dirt will come again after you stop pouring .
you make the situation cold and chill ,
but after the sun arise , everything become warm and hot .
you make everything wet ,
but the sun make everything dry .
one thing that i know .
you have one thing that sun does .
whether it raining or not .
whether the temperature is hot .
both of you make this city full of car , traffic jam around us ,
and
both of you
make some people happy or dissapointed .
i dont have any right to judge which weather is better .
all weather have their own strengthness and weakness .
all the clothes wont dry if there is no sun
but if i can choose ,
i will choose rain better rather than sunny day .
if in here has winter season .
maybe i will choose winter .
hahahaa
a particle fell down from the sky is something great to see . :)

so ..
enjoy your day .
like you enjoy the show :D

tired ...

is that what you want ?
i'm sick of all those kind feelings !
dammit !!!!
why should i cry for nothing ?
those reasons ..
I HATE THOSE REASONS !!!
is that what you want ?
just tell me what you want straight away .
you don't have to make up all those stories to keep my feelings .
jeezz . .
i now nothing about you , i admit .
but i respect for who you are , and what i get ?
r u b b i s h .
JERK !
I HATE YOU !!!
all your words are full of lies !
LIES !!
you know what i mean ?
you better know what i mean .
if you dont need anymore ,
just tell to me right away .
why do you have to make a reasons to keep a distance from me ?
cih !
i wish i can hear your answer . .
it is useless .
all the things that i make .
waiting for you .
all of them ..
is meaningless ..
it's all because of you ..
i'm tired of this .
do what you want .
do whatever you wants !
as long as you happy ?
that is what you want right ?!
I'm going to remember this .
you broke all my plans .
all of them !!
i wish that you know how really hurt am i . .
i wish you recognize it .
...
...
...
...
please make this tears stop falling .
i won't cry for a person like you .
i won't ..
but why .
jezz
ARGH !!!
you make my day horrible !
we're finished !

the missin' bottle

holiday it's over
time for school ~
in holiday i never thingking about school.
hahaha ~
spending my time to refreshing .
until the time is come .
i have to wake up early .
use my uniform .
bring my bag to school .
and ..
the bottle drink !
i don;t know where my bottle drink is .
it's missing !
ohh nooo ~
i think my mom will angry to me .
until i arrive at my school .
i walk to my classroom .
in front of my classroom there is a locker .
so i open my locker and take some books .
and when i enter my classroom .
there it is !
the orange bottle drink .
hahahahaha ~
so my bottle drink stay in that classroom for 3 weeks !
how great is that .
ckck

who cares ?

hahahaa .
i think now i feel free .
i just dont know why but i glad for my own condition now .
this is it .
my new life has just begun !
It's SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GGGGOOOOOOOOOODDDDD !!
see . .
that's how life .
Life must go on coz the show will never stop just because of something .

nothing to care about u anymore .
farewell ~
hey hey .
dont be so sad dear .
soon we will meet again somewhere .
and i have change so do you .
:)

so until that time ,
take care of urself .
also u have friend (the same like you are)
i learn this new word .
hope u stop being a naive and hypocrite person . :)
see you soon ~

PS: until that time comes , i dont care with anything .

no need to say

no more words can describe my feelings.
no more words to explain to you .
nothing .
i dont have to say to you .
i'm too tired for this .
i dont know whta happen .
i dont know what have to do .
i dont know what have to say.
because i know that
no need to say anything .
I'm done .
I KNOW THAT I HAVE A BIG MISTAKE IN MY LIFE !
IT IS SO PATHETIC FOR SOMEONE WHO I CARE BUT THOSE PERSON DOESN'T REALIZE IT .
I'M TIRED TO BE A NICE PERSON .
I dont need any reasons from you .
I'm done with this thing .
I wont ruin your day .
ha ha ha .
thx

NO WAY !

AKH !
dammit !
those homeworks .
it just kill me slowly but sure !
*sigh*
what should i do
what should i do
what should i do
NO WAY !

the way i'm thingking

hahaha .
finally i play , chat , laugh , and share together agaian after day by day passed without this person .
i realize that this person haven't change .
the same person i know before i leave her .
everday i check her account ,
and i do find something that in my mind 'she dont need me anymore'
'she has friends already to talk to'
'is she still need me?'
'am i too sensitive?'
'am i too care about her'
i always afraid if there's something happen to her because she is always have a hard day to face .
i won't leave her because if i leave her it means i am just the same person as the others ho leave her .
i want to see her changes .
i want her to be strong .
and when i leave her .
i see .
that .
she can survive without me .
is this the end ?
is this the way to end all of the things .
or am i too over to take care of her ?
am i too care to her ?
am i too strict ?
am i too ..
i dont know anymore .
but today i'm with her again .
and still .
i dont know what to do .